hahaha today my work performance was quite bad! first i happily took half a day of leave & then i dialed the wrong number because i was smsing sj hahaha. not my fault he distracted me right! haolian all his jobs (seriously got a lot!!!) i've decided to stay in this job for a least a month. like XIA DING JUE XIN for real!!!! :) anw it wasn't a big mistake, actually. i probably wasted 1cent of the company's telephone bills since i realised on the second ring, so no harm done! :) i totally understand when jan was saying how its damn sad you cant just pon work & submit a parent's letter & taking mc is "like heaven" (quote jaspang) HAHAHA.

met dewei, jan, koky & gen and they came over to my place. if there's one word i'd use to describe ALL my friends, it would be SHAMELESS!!! they happily ransacked my fridge & stuff then jan took out a canned drink & started to offer everyone like she's the host yknow!!! as if its HER house instead of mine!? hahaha. anw they are damn funny they insisted on having a picnic at the rooftop but then no chairs so we had to sit on MAHJONG PAPER TORN TO BUTTSIZE!!! v pathetic just wait for jan's photos. after which we played mahjong. yay i'm quite good coz i actually won er.... a few times :D dewei & i were the shifu-s teaching the rest of them, then damn stressed when we play 3v1!!! coz if we dont win like so paiseh. luckily i won :D & my excuse for losing one of the rounds was qing chu yu lan, hou lang tui qian lang yknow! :D gen kept making funny comments, stupid chicken, ugly tiles :)

my dad suddenly came home & he said 'eh no boys allowed must slaughter them all' then dewei got damn scared, hahaha very funny coz he was just joking but the oldman took it seriously. dinner at chompchomp which is dewei's di pan so he was the laoda. then they planned more meetups while i'm working :\ but yay for nice stingray (hot hot hot!) :D walked back then dewei forced me to walk the shortcut. its so dark & dingy i dont like, esp night time 10pm!!! :( but at least the guys were nice enough to follow me, so okay lor. not too bad :) okay i should sleep soon!!!

yay no tuition on wed, i can have a rest day this week :) & tmr i'm working halfday! life is not about money!!! i cant stand doing mindless work, so unfulfilling & i feel my braincells dying. mmm, i feel so disappointed in samuel. whywhywhy!!! but so funny at the same time & its not completely his fault. i shall cross my fingers & hope the 600k drops from the sky for him (then can share w me :D) yay. &&& planning the taiwan trip is SO ANNOYING!!! we should meet up proper! :( they get damn picky about dates & lodging yknow!! free also dont want HAHAHA. okay, time to sleep :)

i hate working life. hate hate hate it. its totally taking away my social life! mon's tuition, tue's chompchomp, wed's tuition, thur's baking, fri's a (vday) surprise, hahah but everything has to take place AFTER WORK. i'm upset coz ebird's leaving but i cant be there tmr!!! argh. church today before i went to get a new phone (yay! no more spoilt keypad but actually i still havent opened it yet), tuition (a bit disappointed, i hope tmr will be better), & shopping before dinner at tcc. what a long day, and tmr will be yet another, sigh. its my holidays, i'm supposed to be enjoying life (why do i want to spend my 8months suffering & doing something i'm going to spend the next 80 years doing!?) but sadly my parents dont seem to share the same view.

met more people from the office today. they're all nice people but i cannot see myself becoming like them. 9-6 desk job, 5days a week... i'll go crazy. after that was dinner w jan (this jobless girl tried to seduce her boss!) & elin (who had a very good day hor) before we went to crash the vj mass dance at suntec. for the past 2 years i was with that hyped up, crazed mass (this yr, though, i felt that everyone was more toned down?) & its different being a bystander compared to being a part of the whole event.

though it wasn't as fun as when i was losing it with the rest of my OG(Ls) it was nice starting our "j3! j3!" line & seeing so many familiar faces; people from my batch, people who used to be my freshmen now stepping up to be OGLs, people from my junior class, & juniors who entered vj :D i kind of miss them all :) sadly there was no cute guy in sight (*** cut his hair = not cute alr *sad face*) but ohwell.

went over to meet part of the jawcranes & a rather okay-cute guy :D a bit embarrassing since it was obvious i was staring at him & my friends didnt help things by creating commotions & calling out his name making him turn around in our direction hahaha. nowhere to run/ hide my face but it was funny :) i guess... cute drunk boys are okay but negative weeks are currently not my cup of tea (you know you know? :D) i think its quite sad how i change my opinions of guys very quickly & sth very small can negate all the good things but those small things are secretly big things! aish. <3 the jawcranes but... asking me to celebrate vday tgt when you're not even going to be around? tsk!
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i hate it when i make stupid decisions i regret but because i'm obstinate i just want to stick through with them, making myself suffer in the course of it all :\

started work today. am very tired. my job scope is... the same as my previous job. which is kind of stupid because i get paid less for more work. but its nice to call from an office phone, except that a few times i kind of spaced out & forgot my company's name then i said 'i'm calling from er... er......' yeah, i think they thought i was a prank caller? HAHAHA. tmr i will wear a dress & find my own j1 bf!!!!!

ALY says: (12:23:59 AM)
9-6 :(
ALY says: (12:24:52 AM)
wah thats like your sch hours hahaha
SHIJIE says: (12:24:58 AM)
aiyo
SHIJIE says: (12:24:58 AM)
lol
SHIJIE says: (12:25:04 AM)
no tml end at 10
SHIJIE says: (12:31:17 AM)
tml two hours of sch only
SHIJIE says: (12:31:25 AM)
then can go home sleep

he.just.keep.rubbing.it.in!!!!!!!!! :( after i climbed one flight of stairs for him then... this is what i get in return :( i hope he gets eaten by a komodo dragon at sentosa w his favourite classmate!!!!